Betrayed

Feeling betrayed again. Another slap in the face, another lie. My heart just keeps getting heavy. I was watching this medical news about the saying "dieing of a broken heart". At first I kind of laughed inside but they had evidence that its true. After tonight I'm hoping it could happen to me. I'm just not meant for this. My heart just keeps getting punched and I'm feeling like my soul keeps getting weaker. I'm slowly losing my will to push.